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I am guilty as charged! When it comes to wishing somebody on their birthday, my wishes are generally templated: “semoga selalu sehat, panjang umur, penuh berkat dan sukacita” – not that they are meaningless, I meant it – but….. little did I know that receiving well-crafted wishes hit you differently. My birthday this year falls…
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Gelombang kekhawatiran itu datang lagi saat beberapa hari lalu denger another unpleasant news. Wah, the circle is getting closer and closer – that’s what came right to my mind when hearing my friend’s people leader also got laid-off (work terms laid-off here, not that one, nakal!) – well, put it this way, although I am…
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I’ve been making multiple conscious decisions in lyfe in the past 1,5 months. As a true born Virgo, a natural organizer and planner, of course it was based on many considerations, thinkings, and full-set of strategies on how to deliver them. The painful one, consciously made in early June – a day to remember. The…
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Siapakah di antara kamu yang karena kekhawatirannya dapat menambahkan sehasta saja pada jalan hidupnya? – Mat6:27 Sehasta tuh semana? Mungkin itu pertanyaannya ya. Kalau menurut Google dan Wikipedia, satu hasta itu adalah satuan ukuran panjang tradisional yang setara dengan jarak dari siku hingga ujung jari tengah tangan. Ukuran ini biasanya bernilai sekitar 45cm (atau sekitar…
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I learned a new thing today – to just simply take it alllllll the way in, when you got the recognition from others, and feel the warmth that came from it. I got praises and recognitions from my colleagues earlier today for how I look nowadays, which far different compared to when we last met…
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How would a liar live his life? Like he has to keep it inside all-the-time? From one lie to another to cover it up? Wouldn’t it be so hard remembering what was he said before, afraid that it would not match the last one? Wouldn’t he be worry that someday the truth would eventually showed…
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Allow me to re-write some posts that popped up in my timeline which really really really resonated with me. June month is so heavy. This month didn’t just pass, it pressed on my chest. Some days, I didn’t have the strength to be strong. I held back tears in public, and cried in private. I…
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Truthfully, I am having hard time finishing this book. Especially after what has happened to me. I ain’t no Dewi Kwan Im yang bisa duduk manis diatas bunga teratai penuh kedamaian, letting go those cruelties that has happened outside her lotus pond – Gusti nu agung! Managed to reach the last page though, cuma ya…
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People said “life begins at 40” – I remember back in time, Papa got a mug with that saying written on it. Couldn’t remember what was the occasion, but perhaps it was his 40th birthday, so if it was, it’s circa 1996, I was a teenager wondering how would life be when I am 40.…
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“How did you coping-up so damn well?” A closest friend of mine was asking me this question the other day. “Well, I give time time.” I answered. “What do you mean giving time time?” “I am still processing – to begin with. I’d be lied if I told you that it was easy-peasy. It’s not.…